Last August, I woke up with a 10/10 pain in my hip. It was so painful that I could not breathe. I immediately called upon the angels, who told me I would need an operation. They assured me they would be by my side every step of the way, but in that moment I was furious with them. I thought, what a terrible way to treat your ambassador. It would take them two seconds to heal me. I felt like a child having a tantrum. And then I thought, I’ll show you. I’ll heal my hip myself.
The pain stayed at a level of 7- 10 for the next 3 months, and painkillers hardly helped. I had to reach deep within myself to a place I did not know existed to stay present and gain every bit of wisdom that I could along the way. It was only through staying connected to my Divine Guidance and my close friends that I got through it.
I asked for the perfect doctors to help me, and I asked for help with paying the medical expenses, since I had no insurance. My chiropractor recommended an orthopedic surgeon who was a very loving and a supportive woman. When the doctor said I needed an MRI, I told her I did not have insurance and asked if she could help me get the best possible arrangement. She looked at me and said, “Yes! I send them lots of patients, so I will ask them to do your MRI at cost.” She also reduced her bill for me.
I have terrible claustrophobia, and lying in that MRI machine felt like my worst nightmare coming to life. I asked my husband to hold my hand the whole time. Every breath I took, I asked Divine Guidance to calm and sooth me. I visualized myself sitting under the trees, with the sun shining on my face.
My surgeon was able to insert a jelly substance into my hip to alleviate the pain. In that moment, I felt like she was my best friend on the planet. With the pain gone, I was able to focus on sending healing energy to my hip.
Looking back, I am now able to see the valuable insights I learned from this experience. My learning was about creating the power of resilience within me. I was able to strengthen my awareness, to be conscious of where I placed my attention.
My deeper learning was to release my expectation of instant results, to heal the intense fear I had of the medical profession, and to ask for help each step of the way. Divine Guidance was with me during my journey, reminding me to focus on love instead of fear. Each step of the way, I was guided to the perfect medical professionals to help me, and as a result, my belief in my Divine Guidance is unshakable.
When challenges arise, try not to immediately turn to fear and the worst-case scenario. Instead, turn to your Divine Guidance and ask for assistance. Divine Guidance will help sweep away your fears. It will help flex your courage muscles, and that courage will coordinate the perfect people to help you. Your Divine Guidance will open the doors for you, and all you will have to do is walk through them.
